Smile to Shine
Ohaiii:'] I'm Rachel. 16. This is where I like to come when I need to just get away or distracted. I reblog everything and anything that speaks to me and sometimes my own stuff. I will let you know when it's mine. So, here it is! I spill it all out here, I hope you enjoy!
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Live to how you feel that you should, and just let it happen. No one is here to judge you, we were made with ears to listen.
<3 USY.G2.HAZAMIR<3
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I want to cry myself to sleep tonight. I miss you like I have never missed you before. And I honestly don’t know what I’m going to do when you go to the army. I don’t want to you to go. It’s hard enough thinking that you’re there being happy with someone else, but to think that you’re going to go away for 4 years and then come back a totally different person.
I watched a really sappy movie tonight, about how a man lost his wife because she forgot who he was after an accident they got in. And now I can’t imagine having to let go and leave you forever. And never know what would have happened. but I’m too scared to tell you how I feel. I don’t know what you’ll do and I don’t know how to express what I’m feeling.
All I know is that when I’m with you, talking to you, or talking about you I can’t stop smiling. I’m afraid that I know more about you than you know about me, but maybe not. All I know right now is that I’m thinking about you. And I can’t stop. Every male character in sad movies where they fall in love, I think of you. And I remember how much it sucks and hurts to know that you’re thousands of miles away and barely know how I feel.
I told you this when I said goodbye…but please don’t change. and never forget who you are and where you come from. <3 I love you.
